As I am paddling my flimsy boat in the ocean, I pretended to forget the details of memories that you reminisced so I
could appear nonchalant, but the ocean kept spitting out new secrets that I tried to push back down with my scull.
I hold aversion towards the ocean,
for now it holds repulsive reminiscences that which I don’t want to recall, and attempt to neglect.
But every time I glare at it, a wave of unwelcomed memories return, a willing to destroy myself urges within me because you made me believe that there is nothing to salvage, and that my heart shall be left to rot in waste.
I had to strangle my amorous soul to death, It was only way to defy
the undeniable pain that the ocean has caused.
I needed a new born malevolent soul that held aversion towards the ocean, and you.
But I didn’t forget then,
I haven’t forgotten now,
and I never shall.
c